what a bad day!

•May 16, 2010 • Leave a Comment

my godness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so forgetful and now I am in a bad mood.

I am not sure why my emotion becomes like that.

I really cant control myself.

Sorry to my friends if I did say something that hurts you.

But seriosly, I really din mean that.

hope that you dont mind, and thanks for that you are so patient enough.

I should be proud to have a friends like you.

thanks so much!

anyway, I m going back tmr. and actually i m just come back from you hometown.

I am so forgetful, I forget to bring my key back!!!! you see……………………………

cha ai bee, next time please remember this and that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you are so lousy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cheers,

ai bee

missing you

•April 16, 2010 • Leave a Comment

it almost comes to an end of my second year architecture.

next year I am going to finish my 3 years of architecture life.

anyway, my seniors are all going to graduate.

I know I will going to miss them much.

although the time I mingled with them is not that long.

anyway, I feel comfortable to be there.

to be with them.

at least, I am kind of ’38’ enough to mingle with them.

in my deep heart, I will always wish them all the best.

yesterday the dinner and the movie, is just right enough.

the time we spent together, we ate together, we laugh together, we play together.

i know i m going to miss them badly.

cheers,

ai bee

11.04.10

•April 11, 2010 • Leave a Comment

tell me why ?

i really want to have a reason for that.

what harsh things always happen to me?

i met an accident again.

my right hand side of my car get scratch…

why my fault again ?

why ?? tell me why ?

i seriously need to know why ??

my godness…

why everytime like that.

i din do anything wrong.

or did anythign that is harmful…

why u all treat me like that….

i seriously cant afford to have this kind of impact.

in the end………..

i cry…………

thanks for ppl there to care me, to love me…

the most important is that.

mum, i am sorry..

it’s not good to hurt u …

i know.

but i did it.

so sorry.

i love you.

cheers,

ai bee

8.4.10

•April 8, 2010 • Leave a Comment

TODAY IS MY MUM BIRTHDAY.

I JUST WANT TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

THANKS FOR UR LOVE,

THANKS FOR UR CARE,

THANKS FOR UR CONCERN,

THANKS FOR UR SPENT ON ME,

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

MY LOVE TOWARDS U WILL NEVER FADE.

I THINK UR LOVE TOWARDS ME DO THE SAME.

SORRY THAT SOMETIMES WHEN I BUSY, I LL FORGET ABOUT YOU. (FOR A SHORT WHILE)

ANYWAY, I ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU.

SOMETIMES I DIN CALL YOU.

NOT BECAUSE THAT I FORGET YOU.

IT’S THAT I SCARE I LL CRY IN FRONT OF YOU.

WHEN HEAR UR VOICE. I LL STARTING TO MISS U EVEN MORE. I KNOW I LOVE YOU DEEPLY THOUGH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! CHEERS.

YOUR LOVELY DAUGHTER,

AI BEE

E.M.O

•April 8, 2010 • 1 Comment

I AM VERY TIRED RECENTLY.

REALLY REALLY TIRED. SOMETIMES, IT DOES AFFECT MY MOOD.

I DONT WISH TO AFFECT PEOPLE’S MOOD TOO.

U KNOW, I AM NOT THAT GOOD IN DESIGN.

I REALISE I ONLY START TO KNOW DESIGNING RECENTLY.

SO REGARDING FOR PORTFOLIO RECENTLY, I AM SATISFIED WITH IT.

AT LEAST, I DID TRY MY BEST. ALTHOUGH THE RESULT IS NOT THAT PERFECT.

ANYWAY, THERE IS STILL A LOT FOR ME TO LEARN.

SO, THIS IS ONE ISSUE.

ANOTHER ONE, IS THAT I MISS MY MUM TERRIBLY.

AND EVEN MY DAD.

DO ANYONE THINK OF THAT?

TIMES FLIES.

I LOST MY DAD ONE YEAR ALREADY.

IT’S PRETY SAD. ANYWHERE I MISS MY MUM TERRIBLY!

I LOVE HER TOO!!

BEFORE THIS, I AM THE ONE WHO CARES FRIENDS MORE RATHER THAN MY FAMILY.

MY MUM DID SCOLD ME BEFORE.

I JUST DONT CARE.

NOW ONLY I STARTED TO LOVE MY PARENTS MORE.

BUT THEN, I NEVER TRY TO ABONDON MY FREN.

I STILL PUT MY FREN IN A HIGH STATUS IN MY HEART.

ANYWAY, ONCE YOU ARE MY FREIND, FOREVER YOU ARE MY FRIEND.

THAT ALWAYS IN MY MIND.

NO MATTER WHAT.

PEOPLE WIL FEEL THAT I AM A BIT FAKE IN THIS.

BUT THE PROBLEM IS I LIKE TO TALK.

NO MATER TO PPL OLDER, TO PPL SAME AGE WITH ME, TO PPL YOUNGER.

MAY BE THAT’S LL MAKE PPL FEEL THAT I AM NOT TRUTHFUL ENOUGH.

SORRY IF I DO SO.

PS/ THIS IS THE SMALL WORLD THAT I MAY SHOUT OUT, THAT I MAY TALK TO.

I DIN EXPECT PPL TO READ IT. IN FACT, I RATHER I KNOW IT MYSELF.

CHEERS,

AI BEE

start of the week

•March 14, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Monday is always the start of the week.. (this is for me)

as everything going to rush start from today !

studio and all other things.

I miss my mum terribly !

last week I din go back!

Sometimes it cruel for me!

before that I wont think like that, after my dad passed away.

I feel that I got responsible to love my mum more.

It ‘s not that hard, however, I just need to do it!

hmm… kind of missed my brother too!!

so touched that he grows up already !

after u have to experience to live alone, all the htings dependent on yourself!

you ll learn how to survive! wow, great!

c.h.e.e.r.s!!!!!!!!!!!!!

regards,

ai bee

worried

•March 7, 2010 • Leave a Comment

until now, not yet find any practical office yet!

tmr is monday! try to sent as much as possible.

wishing to get one soon.

anyway, god bless me…

good luck for me for the next 6 weeks ahead.

miss my parents badly!

cheers,

ai bee