why ?

•February 5, 2010 • 2 Comments

why ??

can i be blamed for not being creative enough ???

How can I be that creative in that a sooner of time…

I know I am given a dead mind…

is that wrong ???

I m trying to improve…..

really trying to…………………

am I need to blame that way !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just sometimes confusing what I did, is that right ? or it forever to be wrong………………..

how ? tell me how ??? who can give me the reason………………………….

pretty much of upset !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


perfect sunday

•January 24, 2010 • 1 Comment

yesterday went to bukit tinggi jusco. lolz.

how i wish, every sunday i would free to go somewhere else with my mum….

wahaahaha.. then i can buy things lo .. hehhe..

mummy i love you so much !

u r just being so wonderful.

sometimes, i m very bad tempered, just want to say sorry.

instead, i really love you.

this year, i had been a very joyful and special birthday.

thanks for my lovely friends, i would post it in detail later on……………………


ai bee


•January 19, 2010 • 1 Comment

just half an hour later, it’s my birthday….

last year was my 21st, i should be very happy for the year, supposely everyone ll do….

i did happy too!! my mum did buy a key for me… hmm.. i appreciate it very very much..

sadly, in the same year, i lost my dearest dad also.

although i grow up dy (by the age), but.. just kind of a dreadful year for me.

i miss my dad so much, may be ppl wont see it in front…

but in my heart, he’s still there.

sometimes, no need to show in front of ppl..

i prepare to hide something deep inside my heart !

ppl would think me kind of cruel…

but i really dont know, or dont want to show anything sad in front of ppl…

anyway, wish me happy birthday..

thanks for my dearest mum…

i miss u all so much ……


ai bee


•January 17, 2010 • Leave a Comment


HEY, cha ai bee !!! you did this blog, and u try to ignore me, you dare ??!!!

lolz, sorry sorry, just kidding… hhahahahaha…

sherlock holmes…

i wish to watch !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wait for me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ai bee


•January 14, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Today I went back to my room at around 6am, i slept at 6.30am.Wow, it’s pretty late. The time i reach the room, i saw one of my housemate, she is kind of suprise of my late returning to my room. What she said was, ‘ wow, it’s really  not easy to study architecture’. i just ‘ hmm… ‘ then went back to sleep. Luckily, I still can wake up after that, I jsut scared I slept until dont know to wake up. Thanks god, I managed to wake up at 8.30am. After that, I went to studio. By the time I reached studio, lecturer not coming yet! wow, cool !!! I am not late !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    After that, there are 2 groups who were going to present for their precedent study. The first one was about the Extreme Park, Precinst 20, Putrajaya. It was a nice place for the extreme activity, in my opinion, I still feel that the location is not that appropriate that I think. The other one was that Kiblat Walk. Another piece of nice work ! After that, we got our presentation about the boulevard context. I didn’t really know what we presenting actually !!! It’s my fault also, I din help much in that study. Because one of my group member and I doing for our report. Never mind, at least we learned from mistakes. But, sometimes, it’s really kind of hard to understand what my lecturers trying to voice out. I dont know whether is it because of that my weak english ?

    Following this is the building services, it’s about the electricity. Seriously, I don’t really understand what is he trying to say. Somehow, I think he is just trying to convert the understanding of electricity from English to Malay. Sometimes, when you try to translate something, the meaning is not there. So, actually I kind of confusing. It’s not because I trying to get attention from lecturer, but I really didnt understand. For releks reaction, I just voiced out !

that’s part of my routine life !


ai bee

midnight ….

•January 13, 2010 • Leave a Comment

now is 4am.

I am still awake.

doing my report.


i did online

to make me awake ???



kind of worry juniors them.

just god blessed them….

all the best to me…

as well as

all my classmates.

my eyes are pain….

they are just going to close.


i try to open it !!!!!

wishing to sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppp……………………………..


ai bee


•January 13, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Day 2 of writing blog,

hmm… what to say…

let me think…

begin with, construction class.

my lecturer is good, patient.

talk funny things, some like irrelevant.lolz.

later, went to putrajaya.

pretty hot.

we went around boulevard.

tmr presentaion of context of the site.

later have to go back to studio.

now at room in serdang




wish to sleep


scare wont wake up !



ai bee